bah.
I think i’m making my boyfriend go insane.
literally, mentally insane.
I fight with him all the time, because i’m so insecure.
I wish I could be better to him,
and I wish he could be better to me.
I wish he didnt feel like he had to lie to me so much.
Or is it that I just assume everything he says is a lie?
I honestly wish I could trust him.
He’s never cheated, or done anything to make me feel this way.
Maybe what I need to think is this,
I wish I could love myself more so I could truly love him enough to trust him, and understand his love for me.
fml.
rant.
I know you’re good to me.
I know i’m your everything.
But our relationship will never work,
..If I don’t start trusting you.
Because until I give you my trust,
everything that comes out of your mouth, sounds like a lie.
We fight all the time.
And what sucks, is that I know that if I could get over my own insecurities, and if I could truly forgive your past mistakes, we could be okay.
what to do?
bah.
rant.
